I Don’t Know.

What are you looking forward to?

What are you nervous about?

What about this trip frightens you?

What are you excited about?

Even though these are basic questions for any traveler I find myself struggling to come up with sufficient answers. The only thing I have been able to muster up are shallow responses like I am afraid of flipping the van, or I’m excited for sunshine and a different terrain.

I have had a hard time understanding why I can only answer these questions with such shallow responses because it is a contradiction. We are about to attempt something incredibly complex balancing journalism and theology while telling a multi-faceted story, and all I can think about is the van playlist and pacing my car snacking.

The reality is I do not yet understand or truly comprehend the complexity of what we are about to do. This is why I am struggling to answer these questions. I do not really know what to look forward to or to be anxious about.

However, I have not been able to decide if this is me being unprepared or having the unique ability to walk into a situation without prior bias and judgment.

I will not be able to answer this question until we are back in Omaha, but either outcome I will have gained insight on how to approach similar situations in the future. Until then I will continue to ponder the refreshing landscape, the temperature in the vans, and the best way to sleep without mouth breathing too loudly.

This is the van I am worried about flipping

2 thoughts on “I Don’t Know.

  1. Elizabeth you will be fine. Once you get there you will know the answers. Good luck and have fun! Love Aunt Rachel

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